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Tuesday, 14 October 2008

Pulled in so many Directions

So much on my mind. The other night when I went out was a lotta fun. I went out with Kara Cherie and Mike. Met up with Hector too. Lots of random things happened as always does. We actually met Joey Fatone from Nsync. So that was pretty neat. It was a nice lil hoorah before Jeff and I leave. Speaking of leaving..

I'm trying to get Jeff on the ball. Today I packed A LOT. I just want him to finish his exit interview so we can load the car and peace out. Kara keeps hassling me about staying one more weekend and I'd love to but I also really want to get home AND ahh I just feel like everyone is pulling me in so many directions.
Kara wants me to stay, my college friends want me to go to NIU for homecoming and then Rose just had a death in her family and I really wanna be there for her. I feel horrible for her. It's like everytime she gets over the last death in her family, there is another. Today she told me that she doesn't see how she can believe in God after all this. It was her brother that passed away after a car accident. And I can understand where she is coming from with a comment like that... but I've seen how lost a person can be when they blame God for such a tragedy. My dad did the same thing when his dad died. I just don't think thats the right thing to do because now more than ever you need faith in ur life. I told her that everything happens for a reason and she will find out what that reason is one day. I'm not really good at comforting people when such things happen. I myself run away when I have a death in my family. I just can't handle it. At least she's more open about her thoughts and feelings which is really good. Anyways, even if I'm not great with the comforting thing, I am her best friend and I want so badly to be there for her. I feel helpless as does she I'm sure. She's my main concern about getting home quickly.

Please pray for her and her family.

Friday, 10 October 2008

Orlando to Chicago

Damn. It's been awhile. I tried writing in another blog site but eh. I think I'll stick to this one. So Jeff is done with school. He graduated roughly a week or two ago. We drove 20 hours back home last week because we were taking our first load of crap from our apartment back. Doing it in one trip with a Uhaul and gas for that plus our car was just too much. Now we're back in Florida and packing the rest of our crap up and Jeff still has to do a few things for an "exit process" whatever that means. I'm hopeing that we'll be done with everything and can leave by Wednesday. Thank God only one more road trip. It really takes a toll on me and I get super cranky. Turns out I'm not the road trip type.

Anyways, today has consisted of cleaning. Like any other day living with 2 boys. Ugh! IDK why I'm so excited to go back.. I'll go from living with 2 boys (bf and roommate) to living with 3!!! (Dad and 2 brothers) But being HOME where everything is familar and NORMAL will be worth it.

Yah so I cleaned today and sorted some stuff that we're taking as opposed to getting rid of. Then I got us lunch/dinner and watched tv and took a nap. Kara and I were gonna go to a wine tasting thing tonite but she ended up having to work. But we're still gonna go out to Ember tonight. Mike n' Cherie are going, and then I hear Hector from work is gonna go so this is kinda like my "good bye" to these people. Hopefully last weekend in Orlando and then back to Chicago!

I hope to keep up with this better.. Leave some comments!

Wednesday, 04 June 2008

Productive

We'll see how long this lasts. I had to get up at like 830 to take Jeff to class and usually afterwards I just peace back out until I have to get ready for work. And thats usually how my days are, but I decided that I need to start seeing the light of day so I went outside and tanned.. that only lasted about an hour cause I hate to be hot! But now I'm actually about to leave to go to work and workout!! So... let's see if I can keep up with a routine!
Peace out!!

Wednesday, 28 May 2008

On my mind..

All right I might as well do this. I woke up this morning to Jeff's alarm. My right arm is killing me. I guess I slept on it wrong or something. My throat has also been hurting me. I'm a wreck. I've got about 2 hours before I have to get ready for work. I work from 4-9 in a day care at a health club. My car has been acting up. Well not my car, Jeff's car since I don't have one I drive his. It doesn't like to start and since it's so fuckin hot here it realllllly doesn't like to start so I have to step on the gas for about 5 mins before it catches and starts and even then I gotta keep giving it gas or it'll shut off. I'd be able to afford the monthly payments of at least a used car that was in better condition if I didn't have to pay back student loans! Aren't those the worst!! At least I'm only here for about another 4 months and then Jeff will ideally get a job back in Chicago and I can finish up school and be around my family and friends. Oh and most importantly get a dog. haha.
Tomorrow Alexis and Angie (girl I kno from work and her friend) want me to go out for Angie's birthday at Dragon Room. My main complaint, they want to meet at one of their friends houses before we go and I don't really wanna show up there not knowing anyone.. but the main reason is I'm scared the damn car won't start at the end of the day. It's embarassing when people have cars that work and then I have to worry about "oh I wonder if it'll start or I'll be stranded here". Oh well, thank my lucky stars for all I do have :) All right, I'm sure as I post more you'll get to kno me better. Leave comments.....

Saturday, 24 May 2008

First Entry

Hey Everyone! I'm a friendly person and love to meet new ppl from all over the world so leave a comment :) Heres a lil Survey to things started.

What's a fact about the last person who called you?
She takes pictures pretending to be scared of Bears!

Its 4 in the morning...the phone rings...
Drunk friends

Where was your default picture taken?
In the back of MiKails car with Kara

Do you wear Crocs?
HELL NO

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Cold.. but not windy cold like DeKalb or Chicago

What do you currently hear right now?
Some dumb TV show

What do you think your best friends are doing right now?
Rose is at a bachelorette party, and everyone else is prolly sleeping.

What's your favorite Gatorade flavor?
IDK I don't drink it

Who would be the first people to know if you got pregnant?
Ummm... Jeffrey obviously then prolly Rose.

What's the last thing you ate?
Pizza at Kara's

What was the last movie you went to see?
I made Jeff go see Semi Pro. HILARIOUS!

Do you have Justin Timberlake music on your iPod?
Honestly, no.

Can you sleep in jeans?
yah

Something you just don't understand?
Organic Chem... yuk!

Where were you on July 4th, 2007?
With Jeff in Florida

Who was the last person you were in a car with?
Just me. oh no I took Jeff to class

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
no

Do you say "dawg" a lot?
Never

What was your first thought when you looked in the mirror this morning?
Holy Hell!!! haha

Do you care what others think about you?
I'd like to say no.... but some people's opinions of me do matter

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
I better be!! Been dating the same guy for 5 years!

What made you happy today?
Venting to a girl at work.

what do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
Going back home to Chicago to see my friends and going to the Rascal Flatts/Taylor Swift concert!

How many people do you trust 100%?
5.

Who was the last person you called?
Kara.

What was the last thing you laughed really hard about?
When Kara and I reminiced about Shakeface!!! hahah

When was the last time you got flowers?
Valentine's Day

Do you plan on moving in the next year?
If I'm not... I might go fuckin nuts!!

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Wet Seal

Ever kissed anyone 20 or older?
uhh Yah...

Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
yah

Do you like winter?
In Chicago... only until mid January.

What are you excited about?
Leaving Florida and moving on with our lives

Where is your number one person on your friends list?
In the next room.

Honestly, what are you doing?
Filling this out...

Do you want to see someone this very minute?
yes!! All my friends from back home!!!!!

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
I don't think so. Apparently I'm kinda likeable..

Do you think you're approachable?
Eh... That I'm not so sure about.

HoW Long did u stay up last night?
3ish

Do you like your school?
Year off is nice but I'm ready to start a new career path

What mood are you in?
Content

Are you growing apart from someone close?
No

How much are you on the phone daily?
Not much